Neither Keith or I had any clients today so he spent the entire day with me in my apartment. We had breakfast and lounged about watching t.v. It was really nice I felt safer around him. He made me feel secure in the madness that was my life at the moment.
Rachel called me in the middle of the day to see if I was doing alright. I told her that I was fine and that Keith was making great company. She said she would see me tomorrow because I was in good hands.
The day slipped away from there. We made dinner and lounged around. Keith suggested that we watch a movie so I made some popcorn. We sat on the couch and snuggled close to eat the popcorn together. The movie ended and I looked up into his eyes.
I told him how fast everything has been moving for me. How afraid I've been. Then I kissed him. We both pulled back and looked a little shocked. We hesitated only for a moment before we locked back together. We kissed for almost ten minutes before we stopped. He held me and I fell asleep on the couch in his arms.
When I woke up he had covered me up and was sleeping on the floor below the couch. I watched him for a few minutes. He was my stability in this chaos. He fixed something that what was wrong inside me. He made me feel something.
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